He didn’t use his phone.
He didn’t read.
He just sat there with this tiny, nameless baby against his chest and rocked.
Slow. Even. Patient.
A few parents glanced at him from across the room. One father, a young guy named Greg who’d been here eleven days with his own premature daughter, walked over around hour six and just nodded at Wade. Didn’t say anything. Wade nodded back.
That was enough.
By hour eight, the day shift nurses who had seen Wade come in were starting to go home, and the night crew was filtering in. They got the rundown. A couple of them stared. One of them, a newer nurse named Patrice, asked me quietly if we should “do something about the large man in the rocking chair.”
I told her he was a volunteer.
She said, “He’s been there since this morning.”
I said, “I know.”
She looked at me. I looked at her.
We left him alone.
The Wrist
It was around hour twelve when Denise noticed it.
She’d gone over to check Baby Boy Nolan’s temperature, which meant leaning close, which meant being close to Wade’s arm, which was resting along the side of the chair.
His sleeve had ridden up.
On the inside of his left wrist, just below the palm, there was a tattoo. Not the big pieces on his forearms, the eagle and the flames and what looked like a road map of everywhere he’d been. This one was small. Different. The ink was older, grayer, sitting softer in the skin.
