But there was one thing her family knew nothing about.
Every evening at exactly nine, I followed the same routine.
I gave Susan her medicine.
Helped her drink some water.
Adjusted her blankets.
Then I pulled a wooden chair beside her bed.
And I told her the secret I had never been brave enough to tell anyone else.
“I should’ve gone home sooner.”
Susan listened silently.
Night after night.
“I knew Mom was getting older,” I told her once. “I could hear how tired she sounded. I knew something was wrong, Susan. But every time she said she was fine, I let myself believe her.”
Susan reached for my hand.
Her fingers were weak, but she gently touched my knuckles.
“I was her son,” I whispered. “I should’ve known.”
She never interrupted me.
That became our ritual.
At nine o’clock, I confessed.
Susan listened.
I told her about the birthday I missed.