In the August of 1986 one more letter came.
He was getting married. And at the bottom he asked me not to write to him again.
I cried for about three weeks and then I did what he asked, because that is what you do.
I never married. When people ask I say I never met the right one.
That is not strictly true. I met him at seventeen and I never got round to anybody else.
Last Tuesday I turned sixty.
That night the landline went. The old one, in my mother’s house, that nobody rings any more, and I nearly left it.
“Is that Roslyn?”
“Yes.”
“My name’s Casper. I’m Gil Hartigan’s son.” A pause. “My dad would like to speak to you. He hasn’t got very long.”
There was a rustling.
And then a voice I had not heard since 1986.
“Rozzie.”
I had to sit down on the stairs.