“She collapsed because you forced her to cook and carry laundry two days after giving birth.”
“She needed to learn.”
The officer’s pen stopped moving.
Even he looked up.
My mother seemed to realize how it sounded only after she said it.
She softened her voice too late.
“You do not understand. Clara manipulates you. She cries and you run.
I had to see whether she could function when you were not here.”
“You tested her.”
“I evaluated her.”
“She was bleeding, Eleanor.”
My mother flinched at the sound of her full name.
Good.
I wanted her to hear it the way the dispatcher had.
Not Mom.
Not Grandma.
Eleanor Ward.
A woman with a signature on hospital forms and instructions she chose to ignore.
The paramedic touched my arm.
“Sir.”
I nodded and followed him toward the door.
As I passed my mother, she reached for the baby blanket.