And in my wallet, behind the expired insurance card and a food receipt, I had saved Daniel’s original note. It was discolored, but still legible.
I brought a cheap camera.
I deployed it with both hands.
I was wondering if the girls would mention Daniel today. I was wondering, worse, if you wished him would come in his place.
I doubled the note and went out in the heat.
***
The auditorium smelled of polishing of soil and cheap perfume. I sat seven rows back with my camera resting on my bad knee, trying to keep my hands steady. Twenty-two years of waiting this exact morning, and I still felt like I was about to drop a bottle of milk.
I deployed it with both hands.
***
The girls walked the college stage one after the other.
First they called Ava.
He started crying before his name had finished echoing through the speakers. I saw her wipe her face on the sleeve of that black dress and laugh at herself halfway across the stage.