Tears filled her eyes.
“I lost my son.”
“I know.”
“You have no idea what that feels like.”
“No. I don’t.”
I stepped closer.
“But you don’t know what it feels like to bury my husband while carrying the daughter he will never meet.”
Violet fell silent.
“We are allowed to hurt differently,” I said. “But we are not allowed to destroy each other because of it.”
She left.
And for the first time, I stopped feeling guilty for setting a boundary.
Part 6: Cecelia Arrives
Two weeks later, Cecelia was born.
The delivery was quiet and uncomplicated, almost shockingly ordinary after months in which nothing had felt ordinary.
The moment the nurse placed her on my chest, Cecelia curled one tiny hand into a fist and tucked her thumb inside.
I froze.
Mark had slept with his hand exactly like that.
A sob escaped me.
“Of course,” I whispered. “Of course you sleep like your dad.”