‘I can’t follow you, Walt. Not with you moving away. Please don’t come looking for me.’
For forty years, I’d believed every word.
For two weeks after Carol’s funeral, I tried convincing myself she’d been confused by medication or half-dreaming when she asked me to find Anna.
But every night, I heard the other part.
‘Forgive me in advance.’
Forgive her for what?
Eventually, I searched through old college groups until a former classmate gave me the number of Diane, one of Anna’s closest friends from those days.
The moment I mentioned Anna, Diane fell silent.
“I have nothing to say to you about that.”
Then she hung up.
A week later, she called me back.
“Anna’s sister married a man from Pittsburgh.”
“You know her name?”
“I remember the married name.”
“Give it to me.”
Three phone calls later, a woman answered.
