Now another set of images had begun to accompany those memories.
She remembered the branches moving in the breeze. She remembered the plaque attached to the fence. She remembered the ordinary sound of traffic and the quiet moment when she realized that she could leave whenever she wanted.
She remembered herself standing there, frightened but present.
The memory no longer belonged exclusively to what had happened years earlier.
It also belonged to the afternoon when she returned.
That new experience did not replace the old one. It simply added something to it.
Elira began to understand that the mind could hold more than one version of a place.
A location could be associated with pain and still contain moments of peace. A memory could remain difficult while becoming less dominant in the way a person understood their life.
The past did not need to disappear for the present to become meaningful.