I turned toward Tony.

“There is one more thing I need to know.”

He looked up.

“Anything.”

“All those years when I asked whether we could have children, you kept telling me to wait.”

He went still.

“Was Lily the reason?”

His eyes filled.

And before he answered, I already knew.

“I felt guilty,” he whispered.

I stared at him.

“I thought if we had a baby, everything would become more complicated. I kept telling myself I needed to deal with Lily’s situation first.”

“For four years?”

“I didn’t know how to fix it.”

I looked at him in disbelief.

“So instead of telling me the truth, you decided for both of us.”

“Jennifer…”

“You hid an affair. You hid a daughter. And you kept postponing the family I’d always dreamed of because you didn’t want to face the consequences of your choices.”

He covered his face.