“I know.”
Her voice cracked.
“Please let me do this for him.”
Maybe grief makes people easier to guide. Maybe I trusted the woman Frank had spent so many years trying to reconnect with more than I should have.
Whatever the reason, I stayed home.
Claire organized the cremation.
The days between Claire’s call and the arrival of the urn passed in a blur. People brought casseroles I barely touched. Neighbors knocked on the door, spoke softly, and told me stories about Frank that I already knew. At night, I would wake up and reach toward his side of the bed before remembering there was no reason for him to be there. I kept thinking about his suitcase, his favorite sweater, and the reading glasses he had packed at the last minute. Every ordinary object seemed suddenly important because it belonged to a life that had ended somewhere I had never seen.
