I also replayed my final conversation with him. Frank had called from Claire’s house the night before he died. He sounded tired but cheerful. He told me Claire had made dinner, complained that her coffee was terrible, and promised he would bring me something ridiculous from the airport gift shop. Nothing in his voice suggested fear. Nothing sounded like goodbye. That made the silence afterward even harder to understand.
She promised me Frank would be returned to me.
Two weeks later, a package arrived at my door.
Inside was a pale-blue ceramic urn.
Blue had always been Frank’s favorite color.
I sat on the living-room floor, held the urn against my chest, and cried until my throat burned.
Years earlier, Frank and I had made a promise.
Whichever of us died first would have their ashes scattered beneath the willow tree beside the lake where we had first met.
