There was money.
My parents had left a life-insurance payout. Gus had protected it for me, then spent years adding to it with overtime from his job as a lineman. He had worked storm shifts, overnight emergency calls, holidays—anything that paid extra.
A substantial trust was waiting in my name.
And Gus had sold the house before he died.
I felt betrayed all over again until I read why.
“I wanted you to have enough for real rehabilitation, proper equipment, professional help, and whatever kind of life you choose. Your whole world doesn’t have to stay the size of that bedroom after I’m gone.”
Then came his final words.
“If you can forgive me, do it for yourself, not for me. If you can’t, I understand. I will love you either way. I always have, even when I failed you. Love, Gus.”
I cried until my chest hurt.